Letting go the days..

From Tina's unwanted old junkie vcd collection, I picked up Sandra Bullock's 28days and watched it last night. Surprised to see Viggo Mortensen - Aragorn co starring the film. and he is now 47yo, born 1958. divorced with a son; ex- wife a punk rock singer. another surprise.

yum...yum Viggo

Story about how Sandra Bullock spent her 28days in a rehab centre. A typical party girl in the city. Mess. Drugs, alcohol and sex. She crashed in a residence with the car she simply hopped in by the street, after she ruined her sister wedding cake during the ceremony, hoping she could find a replacement for the cake. She was charged for having been drunk and driven.I haven't never touched drugs in my life, but the nightlife, ciggies, alcohol and sex had somehow damaged my life, not promptly but the consequences of it. What is a life to live? people choose to indulge, which i did. The movie was presented in a mild way, with sense of humour; you see people tried to cope with their obsession. Chant. Group therapy. Get motivated together. Silly things which you think you won't do it, but you do it at the end of the day. And you'll see the new comers react to these as how you reacted on the first day. And a gay character in the movie, a pretty cute guy- it wasn't mentioned that how he got into the rehab at the first place but he was obviously very much obsessed by sex.

at the end of the movie, she completed the course and left the boyfriend. It wasn't because the boyfriend wasn't good enough, but she chose to live a real life - having been clear of where she came from and where she was supposed to be heading to.I know what makes a happy life for me, but still i'm not moving on enough - to get it. Perhaps I'm still in the process of rehabilitation; learn to loosen up my grip, learn to let go.