restless drizzles

I was as restless as the drizzles -
as I thought it shouldn't be rainy now. And the rain was caused by the La Nina phenomenon.

I thought my steadiness could stay with this routine for a longer time, but I couldn't.

anyhow, the restless didn't cause much ripples.
I went to see my regular messeur and he has been accomodating as usual. and I rejected and thanked him for his offer of jerking me off. He is a nice guy. and tired and he needed some rest. I hugged him as might he need it as much I needed to be in someone's arms.

the sexual urge does subside as my body and thought go by;
and sometimes I need more warm arms rather than jerking stimulation.