Are memories indispensable?

I have never asked so many questions before trying out a relationship.

Nothing is absolutely safe - but somehow I am just trying to set up a safety net for myself, if it is the case I woud fall, at least the injury can be minimised.

Tina said I was being - really - careful; will I lose the adventurous part of the relationship?

When comes to relationship, to me, now - I just wish it can be as steady, as possibile as I wish.

Drama? I am sure bits and pieces of it come along the way.


But just - when you are starting to build memories with somebody, the memories will be with you for a long time; It may be sweet when you're flashing them back again sometimes; but vice versa, it may be bitter.

are memories dispensable?
sometimes I wish it can be.
probably it would alleviate the pain better.

whether dramatic or monotonous?
whether turbulent or steady?


I guess sometimes when you are already in it -
half of it
is not in your hands.