Lay your head down... Yossi.

It was a good sneak out at 5pm for a movie, on a Tuesday afternoon

It was no ordinary, but an Israeli gay movie.

His lover died in his arms in a battle field. 

His heart was wrenched and exhausted. It's time to move on. As he painfully faced himself, stripping down to naked, letting the armour down, finally laying his head down in the new found pair of warm arms.

I don't see myself end up in a gay sauna again. I don't want to go down that path. Neither do I know how to undress my armour in front of someone new. Leo and I have been chatting for months without meeting up. 

I wish to lay my head down... in a pair of arms.

As if I see myself in Yossi. 

Afterall Yossi is Joseph.