Soberly restless

Last week hasn't been good. I wasn't feeling well and I had light fever. The drug, Nerofen, a fever reliever and pain killer, which I tried it the first time, it worked pretty well as my chest pain for more than a week was gone.

New arrangments for my job. Basically the headquarter decided to cease the gallery business as gallery business didn't generate money fast enough - I guessed they already had the wrong step since the beginning. Art business is not something that you could expect fast money, and they have no any art business background. it's pity that my work for couple of months - anyhow, one of the directors will carry on with some supports - as for a few projects that I have been following-up - and a few artists are willing to have me still as their art agent after I told them the changes. Is it a new blessing or doom for my career? 2 more hospitality and home deco consultancy job opportunities came along - perhaps it is the time to really seriously build up my art profile.

Paul comes to see me couple of times a week. As usual we kiss, in the washroom. I do not know whether he has any problem with his relationship - i am holding back myself and so does he, we all see that it is not feasible to get involved too much.

I just wanted to remain friendship, a good friendship with him. Someone reminded me of a long lost passionate kisses.